Sunday, November 9, 2008

this is me.

I am not perfect... actually, I am very far from it. I live my life from day to day wondering how I made it through the last... All that I can think about is running from God, concerning all of the things that I did wrong the day before....Why can't I just tell Him...He knows...He knows my heart....
He heard my cry...from the depths of my soul... he heard me..and he rescued my heart..... He loves me...even though I whispered sweet nothings in someone else's ear.... He knew what I really wanted...and he showed it to me...
All I wanted was LOVE...and divine intervention to stop my mind from wandering, and make my heart stop aching... All that I was doing wasn't real...it was artificial... I am finally waiting for something real... I want my prince to come and sit on my daddy's lap with me...and rejoice in all of the blessings that he has bestowed upon us...
I want my prince to know that I am not perfect, and that I have given my heart in pointless relationships before, but that I truly love him, and hope that he is willing to forgive me. I pray for him....and one day, my flesh will be as willing as my heart to wait.

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